Dear Diane, Claire, & Family,
I know I have not written, because I had to go to Tampa, Fl. for Wayne Jr. he was having surgery. This time of the year is also the worst for me. Thankyou some much for continuing to write for Joey. That is what I mean when I say the families I have met on this site are like family to me. Everyone knows exactly how you feel and can relate to you. They are so wonderful. Diane, your Mom was special look at the daughter she rasied, such a beautiful person with such a big heart. What you have done for your Mom on this site. Believe me she is with you always, I know now Joey is with me. Not the way I would like but I will take what I can. You are from almost the same state and city that we are from.
Sometimes I wish I didn't move to Florida. My parents have moved here about 14 years before we did. All my mother would tell me what a great place Florida is to raise children. So we flew here for about 10 days to find a lot and a house to have built. I hate it. I have been in Jersey all my life and I wish I should have stayed.
Like I have been saying mylife will never be the same. Half of my heart is gone. I know I have to be here for Wayne Jr. and my grandchildren but it feels like I am not here 100% any longer. I can't give it my all.
Your Mom is so proud of you. What a beautiful person you are. Your family will always be in my prayers.
Love,
Debbie/Joey's Mom
There comes a time for each for us
When nothing can be done
To ease the pain and sorrow
Of losing a beloved one
It's at these times we need
More than we ever could say
The quiet touch of understanding
The loving look or gaze
So rather than try to take away
The grieving feelings inside
Just know that I am thinking of you
And time will be your guide.
