Hi Mom
Well I guess you were there last night - they won!!!! Now tonight is the game for the state championship!! you saw Lyndhurst is a tough team - I'm bringing your chair again!! they are going to VA for the regionals next week!! Be their angel in the outfield!! Have my fingers crossed!! Maybe you have a little pull up there? 
I love you!! I know you wish you were here for it!! You are the number 1 fan!!
Love You!!
Hi Mom
Just sitting here at work thinking about you & how much I wish I could call & talk to you - alot to tell you! Are you watching the games? Then you know Alberto's team needs this win tonight! How about that 2yrs in a row they got this far - let's keep our fingers crossed! I brought your chair with me - we all remembered how you looked in it - with your hat - bottled water - notebook to keep scores - & of course the umbrella!! You were funny!! I love you! Back to work for me!
Hi Mom
I'm at work now & they were playing Bob Dylan's Lay Lady Lay!! Boy did that hit a memory cord! I could see you in my room with the stereo playing his albums! You loved that song! I remember when the Campbell's lived next door & I was out for the night & you told me they called around 2am to ask if I could turn the music down - you told them I wasn't home & that you would play your music as loud as you want!! You were working nights then so you would be up all night on your days off!! Remember how we do like the same music? I'm glad you got to see Dylan when you did - I was so happy you went with me!! Remember Tom Jones - Harry Belafonte - all your guys!!!!! Can't forget James Taylor also - You've Got A Friend!!! I miss you - I just want to talk to you one more time!!
Love You Always!!
Hi Mom
Tommorow is Mother's Day - another one we will spend without you. Last year it didn't hit me as hard as it is this year because I was still numb from losing you. All week I had the feeling of something missing & it's you!! I think about you so much everyday - before you know it your birthday will be here! I remember how you loved to get all the candies or flowers for mother's day or your birthday - actually any holiday!!! Halloween you always tried NOT to eat the candy before you handed it out!! Do you know we found alot of candy you had hidden in the living room!! You probably couldn't find it after awhile!! Or remember where you put it!! You were funny mom - I can still see you in your chair munching away!! It brings a smile to my face. Well I will see you tomorrow!!
Love You Always!!
MOMMY,
IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE YOU LEFT US .IT SEEMS SO UNFAIR THAT LIFE IS STILL GONG ON. I KNOW YOU WOULD WANT US TO MOVE FORWARD, WE ARE TRYING IT IS JUST SO HARD. AS I SPEND TIME WITH BRIANNA AND RONNIE I REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU GAVE TO ME WHILE I WAS GROWING UP AND AS AN ADULT. YOU GAVE US ALL SO MUCH SUPPORT NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE MIGHT HAVE SCREWED UP. YOU GAVE EVERYTHING OF YOURSELF AND ASKED FOR NOTHING IN RETURN. WHEN I TOOK YOU FOR YOUR LAST CHECKUP I DID NOT KNOW THAT YOU HAD SUCH LITTLE TIME LEFT TO BE WITH US ALL. IF I HAD ONLY ASKED, I AM SO SORRY MOM. I FEEL AS THOUGH I LET YOU DOWN. IF I HAD KNOWN I NEVER WOULD HAVE LEFT YOUR SIDE. I WOULD HAVE CHERISHED EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU. I JUST DID NOT REALIZE THAT GOD WOULD TAKE YOU SO SOON. THERE WAS STILL SO MUCH TO BE SAID. I LOVE YOU MOM AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. PLEASE LOOK AFTER ALL OF US . YOUR ARE FOREVER IN ALL OF OUR HEARTS. BRIANNA AND RONNIE MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WISH I COULD HEAR YOUR VOICE ONE MORE TIME. ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS
